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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
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Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
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"Instead of loving your enemies -- treat your friends a little better."
-- Edgar Watson Howe.
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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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Lots of stupid things have happened in the last couple weeks.
But atleast i can say that ive learned from them all and i like the direction im going in.
Can you say the same?
it would be nice to hear from my friends.
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im wayyyy too moody. its lame.
i got babysit Sean last night. he's so cute :)
i absolutley cant wait for january.
and for the summer to end.
haha, every entry before this was "cant wait til summer"
but then i havent hung out with anyone, os i just want to stop working full time
and stop working for my hitler-wannabe boss.
im pretty sure hitler wasnt that metro.
i hope everyone keeps in touch.
i think im hanging out with Pat today.
and seeing justin.
id like to see the rest of you as well...
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where are my friends?
the ones that said they would be there through anything.
did you mean anything except this?
im sorry i didnt quite understand.
well for all of you who havent spent anytime even attempting to talk to me, i bought a car.
and i work full time.
and i dont hang out with anyone anymore.
because im a winter friend for some
and a summer friend for others.
this year my summer friends got someone new.
so im alone.
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May 30th totally changed my life around.
Insanely, mostly for the better.
I learned that some of my friends aren't.
I learned that my family is better than i knew.
And i learned that the people who hang in the background
and dont really say too much are those who are allowing you
to learn and be on your own. They are also the only ones who will
be there for you when you need them the most.
In short:
thanks to those who didnt run away.
thanks to those who did, you saved me a lifetime
of debating whether you were ever true anyway.
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"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds."
This is what i need. something real. I realize that not much of that will occur though.
I also have to work like crazy this summer to get a car ect. Which means i need a second job. Sweet. This weekend kind of opened my eyes to how shitty some people are. I see through your bullshit lies and they are pointless anyways, because if you think about it, you dont even matter. The only people who really matter, are the people who wouldnt ignore my phone calls and the people who do tell me the truth. If you can say taht you tell em the truth no matter what i would think of you then you are truly one of my friends. if not. you are unnecessary baggage. and you will realize that soon.
Im also very sick of being used. thats lame. the money i make has to SUPPORT me, i cant afford to be giving it away so other people can be comfortable and having fun. because eventually, im not going to have a place to live.
what else? nothing that im wiling to type about on the internet.
ps-- all the people who think they are fooling me? remember i know you better htan you know yourself
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Drink This
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"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds."
This is what i need. something real. I realize that not much of that will occur though.
I also have to work like crazy this summer to get a car ect. Which means i need a second job. Sweet. This weekend kind of opened my eyes to how shitty some people are. I see through your bullshit lies and they are pointless anyways, because if you think about it, you dont even matter. The only people who really matter, are the people who wouldnt ignore my phone calls and the people who do tell me the truth. If you can say taht you tell em the truth no matter what i would think of you then you are truly one of my friends. if not. you are unnecessary baggage. and you will realize that soon.
Im also very sick of being used. thats lame. the money i make has to SUPPORT me, i cant afford to be giving it away so other people can be comfortable and having fun. because eventually, im not going to have a place to live.
what else? nothing that im wiling to type about on the internet.
ps-- all the people who think they are fooling me? remember i know you better htan you know yourself
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okay. well since my last update. ill start with tuesday.
ran into bryan donahue...wierd.
went to 80s night. kait and kass and emie were late.
so i went i in with kim and mandy and ari and mariah.
got pretty drunk. on the way home i had to pee so bad that
i stopped on at a rest stop and peed next to a big truck.
Wednesday. i went to work. then kass kait and emie and i went
and watched the people go into fetish night while talking about
religions nad other such things that dont really matter.
thursday we couldnt find anything to do so we went to antonios and justin and
i danced to journey. then kait got questionably intrigued by various conversation
topics that im nto at the liberty to discuss. I took shots and went to kaits
friday i went to hell again.
drank wayyyy more. did things veryy out of character cough platform ew cough.
then we went to dennys and i ate food. then i slept through us getting lost.
we slept in the volvo and i woke up wondering where i was. i was at the stop
and shop in seekonk. very nice view in the morning. So kait and i woke up. went to roslindale picked up matt. went to dartmouth dropped of matt. tried to find brandon, found chris butters instead. walked in the rain to brandon. went to the butttonwood. ate more food. went to sears to fix teh god damn tire. kait tried to die on me. then we spun the wheel.
we lost.
we discussed what it would be like if gordon and i were twins and kait and chris butters were twins and we were ina band called teh twins. it sounded great in our heads. almost as good as that wedding themed party we never got around to.
Went bcak to dartmouth picked up matt, brought him to roslindale. Thats when the volvo fever set in. We had been in the car FAR too long. we screamed along with the trustkill cd in traffic. and danced. then we went to kaits, showered, met up with bri and allison at my very first out of place party. I felt very wierd. i was a cal's house. i pretty much owned at vodka and cranberry pong. me and kait are verrry good at that game. i drank a lot of shots.
then we had in depth basement and bathroom convos and continued to drink into the wee hours of the mornig at kaits.
Sunday : Woke up at 5:30 in the afternoon. watched tv. got burritos and tacos.then the wierdest occurance ever - watched naked people with kaits whole family. watched eternal sunshine. talked to jim. went back to bed at about 1.
monday was kaits first day at my worrk
wooo
went to apunk rock show
wooo
now its tuesday again.
off to hell.
and work.
see almost everyone who reads this tonihgt.
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